I haven't blogged here in a while, and I'm thinking it's a good idea to start up again. I'd been not blogging so much because there was so many other things to do.
But I think I should say something about recent conditions.
I have been deepening my practice a great deal, but you know what?
It is frustrating certainly not to go to the gym, go to restaurants, etc. I feel as though I am in a bomb shelter and it's nuclear fallout if I go out in public so much. I've put a positive spin on this for a quite a while, but frankly, going into the 3rd month of this (as of next week), it is a bit fraying.
And I know that's there for a reason. It's there because a lot of people have it way worse than I do.
And I can fall back on the practice. But beyond that, it IS deeper than ever.
So despite it all, I continue.
But I think I should say something about recent conditions.
I have been deepening my practice a great deal, but you know what?
It is frustrating certainly not to go to the gym, go to restaurants, etc. I feel as though I am in a bomb shelter and it's nuclear fallout if I go out in public so much. I've put a positive spin on this for a quite a while, but frankly, going into the 3rd month of this (as of next week), it is a bit fraying.
And I know that's there for a reason. It's there because a lot of people have it way worse than I do.
And I can fall back on the practice. But beyond that, it IS deeper than ever.
So despite it all, I continue.
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