I used to take up much of my mind with questions as to my own sincerity and authenticity. When I got some vague notion where I was in the world, and where I wasn't in the world, I realized that it was better to be alive in the world, albeit with some risk of being sincerely insincere, rather than to dwell in the être-pour-soi, as per the waiter who pretends being a waiter, who plays at being a waiter in Sartre's L'Être et le Néant.
All of this was born of that feeling out of place in the world, in this body in which I animate.
I got better doing this Zen stuff.
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